My Death of Eros

Psalms 147:2-5 TPT

[2] Yahweh builds up Jerusalem; he gathers up the outcasts and brings them home. [3] He heals the wounds of every shattered heart. [4] He sets his stars in place, calling them all by their names. [5] How great is our God! There’s absolutely nothing his power cannot accomplish, and he has infinite understanding of everything.

https://bible.com/bible/1849/psa.147.2-5.TPT

I gave away a piece of a good night

But I like sleeping in so it's alright

Now you're not mine

You're the only one that I let close

Now I can't believe that I let go

When I said no

Thought I wanted to tour

But I wanted you more

Spend a lot to record

Can't afford to be yours

Still the one I adore

When I'm lonely

I know it's wrong

To love you this long

But I want you

Call me insane

To make this mistake

But I want to

Ignoring every doubt made a big mess

I tried to say it loud under my breath

But now I'm breathless

Hoping if we part it would hurt less

Knowing I was wrong but I confess

That now I'm restless

Thought I wanted to tour

But I wanted you more

Spend a lot to record

And can't afford to be yours

Still the one I adore

When I'm lonely

I know it's wrong

To love you this long

But I want you

Call me insane

To make this mistake

But I want to

Do I miss you or the comfort and luxury?

You're the treasure that I gave up to sail sea

If I lose you then I'll lose my security

But if I love you I could lose me

I know it's wrong

To love you this long

But I want you

(But I want you)

(Tell me why I want you)

Call me insane

To make this mistake

But I want to

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Songwriters: Sam Fox / Tre' Mutava

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Behold a Day is Coming

5 And ye shall flee to the valley of the mountains; for the valley of the mountains shall reach unto Azal: yea, ye shall flee, like as ye fled from before the earthquake in the days of Uzziah king of Judah: and the Lord my God shall come, and all the saints with thee. Zechariah 14:5 KJV

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Why is it that you're concerned with

Holding every childhood burden?

Wishing you could burn them

Every childhood burden

Grew up everyday believing

That you would have the strength to beat this

Now you're thinking you're defeated

I can hear you weeping

But can you hear me speaking?

Hold on, I'm not gone

Never once have I let you fall

I know it seems hard

But your breakthrough comes through your broken heart

I know you only see your battle scars

But look at how you've come so far

Wait on me and witness as I release the heavens

Your breath is for a purpose

You'll never have to earn it

You'll fly above the surface

And I will heal your hurting

Yahweh, Yahweh, Yahweh Elohay

When did you become so anxious?

Fearing every war your faced with

Have you forgotten where your faith is?

I understand you're changing

I will fill you up

'Cause you're enough

I'll love you more than you've been loved

So open up

The door you shut

I'm patiently waiting for your trust

You don't have to run

Hold on, I'm not gone

Never once have I let you fall

I know it seems hard

But your breakthrough comes through your broken heart

I know you only see your battle scars

But look at how you've come so far

Wait on me and witness as I release the heavens

Your breath is for a purpose

You'll never have to earn it

You'll fly above the surface

And I will heal your hurting

Yahweh, Yahweh, Yahweh Elohay

Yahweh, Yahweh, Yahweh Elohay

Wait on me and witness as I release the heavens

Your breath is for a purpose

You'll never have to earn it

You'll fly above the surface

And I will heal your hurting

Yahweh, Yahweh, Yahweh Elohay

Yahweh, Yahweh, Yahweh Elohay

(And let them all sing)

(Yahweh, Yahweh, Yahweh Elohay)

(I will give you everything)

(This is your reality)

you must not forget; bitterness of death passes too easily

Romans 8:6 ESV

[6] For to set the mind on the flesh is death, but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace. 

https://bible.com/bible/59/rom.8.6.ESV

The flesh or the Spirit? Which do you choose? I choose to participate in the spiritually divine and in doing so I am  trading enmity for love. 

 2 Peter 1:4 ESV

[4] by which he has granted to us his precious and very great promises, so that through them you may become partakers of the divine nature, having escaped from the corruption that is in the world because of sinful desire. 

https://bible.com/bible/59/2pe.1.4.ESV

For the law of God is my new holy affection.

Romans 7:22 ESV

[22] For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, 

https://bible.com/bible/59/rom.7.22.ESV

As a true believer in Christ then - the Spirit dwells and inhabits though the sin principle remains. The flesh cannot be tamed except by the Helper.

John 16:7 ESV

[7] Nevertheless, I tell you the truth: it is to your advantage that I go away, for if I do not go away, the Helper will not come to you. But if I go, I will send him to you. 

https://bible.com/bible/59/jhn.16.7.ESV

John 17:23 ESV

[23] I in them and you in me, that they may become perfectly one, so that the world may know that you sent me and loved them even as you loved me. 

https://bible.com/bible/59/jhn.17.23.ESV

For in the ongoing battle against sin I grow in the process of sanctification not with idle will or mind.

For since it has been made known to me that I hold a mind of many thoughts; oh the agony of a distracted state! My brain has too many tabs. 

2 Samuel 11:2 ESV

[2] It happened, late one afternoon, when David arose from his couch and was walking on the roof of the king’s house, that he saw from the roof a woman bathing; and the woman was very beautiful. 

https://bible.com/bible/59/2sa.11.2.ESV

So these thoughts are to be captured and held.

For all men have limited bandwidth.

Matthew 6:24 NIV

[24] “No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and mammom. 

https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.6.24.NIV

https://www.gotquestions.org/what-is-mammon.html

Now is the time to cultivate the new and eliminate the old. Time for the hard work - sin is not put out with any formula of man or religious activity or external means. It is killed from within. It is ONLY by the power of the Holy Spirit may we carry out the process with any success for I am but of dust. 

For I know not if i have shared my faith in a way that has turned a heart of stone to flesh. What seeds have I sown? Not enough! So I write cause I cannot contain the grief.

Once long ago I may have heard the call and did not obey. So I awake from my slumber, as a sleeper agent now activated for Christ. For there is a message that must go out!

To the unbeliever: This is of great importance and urgency. Repent and flee to Christ! Can you see the brokenness in this world? The beauty of this earth? Can you believe what is true and has been set in your heart since eternity? 

To the believer: it is a perpetual commitment to remain with eyes open. So prioritize hacking Agag to pieces lest you forfeit the riches.