Monday, March 10, 2025

Dream: Rejection at Christmas; silkworms at the market; pushed in front of the bus

Journal entry 02-29-24:

Had a dream I returned to my old job in a different state. "Dark honey" was pissed at me at me. We were at a Christmas market. It was shared that she never felt attraction for me. I had a friend with as a witness that validated my experience there. Dark honey was extremely cold to me- wouldn't even talk. 

I stole an ibuprofen from a bottle in the store. Then the clerk offered one for free when checking out. A good reminder to be honest I thought.

Dark honey was mad the whole night. She answered "no" when a jewelry sales lady asked if she was married even though she had a ring on. Also touched silkworms at this booth.
Then she pushed me into the street. 
I was hit by a bus. 
Cops. 
Restraining order. 

(That part of being pushed in front of the bus was reoccurring a few times)

📜 Psalm 34:18 – "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

📜 Isaiah 43:18-19 (NIV) – "Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland."

📜 Luke 16:10 (NIV) – "Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much."

📜 Romans 12:2 (NIV) – "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind."

📜 Proverbs 12:22 (ESV) – "Lying lips are an abomination to the Lord, but those who act faithfully are his delight."

📜 Psalm 118:13-14 (NIV) – "I was pushed back and about to fall, but the Lord helped me. The Lord is my strength and my defense; he has become my salvation."

📜 Romans 8:28 (ESV) – "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose."

📜 Proverbs 21:15 (ESV) – "When justice is done, it is a joy to the righteous but terror to evildoers."



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